World-renowned shamanic teacher Dr. Alberto Villoldo presents...

Shadow Healing:

Make Peace with Your Past, Reclaim Your Power

Aug 4 - Aug 9, 2025 in Santa Fe, USA
Led by: Dr. Alberto Villoldo, Marcela Lobos, Jeff Hamaoui, Mary Hofstedt, Darby Rose

Financial aid is available. Apply Here.

Your Deepest Shadows Hold Your Greatest Healing

You've done the work – therapy, meditation, self-help books – yet familiar patterns persist in your relationships, work, and life's big decisions.

What if your struggles aren't failures of your growth work, but invitations to deeper healing?

From Medical Research to Ancient Healing

Dr. Alberto Villoldo's quest led him from medical anthropology to the Amazon, where indigenous shamans revealed healing practices that modern science is only beginning to validate. After decades of apprenticeship, he bridged these ancient methods with cutting-edge research, creating practical tools that have transformed thousands of lives.

Wisdom Keeper of the Sacred Feminine

Alberto’s wife and shamanic healer Marcela Lobos carries forward ancestral feminine mysteries and shamanic practices, awakening the divine feminine wisdom within each participant.

The Power of Shadow Integration

Through profound exercises created by Alberto & Marcela, you'll turn what you've been running from into a source of unexpected power. Your shadow self isn't emotional baggage – it's a reservoir of untapped wisdom waiting to be reclaimed.

Why Now?

Every day we wait is another day we make decisions from fear rather than truth. The world needs healers who’ve faced their darkness and emerged whole. The right time is now.

In this powerful workshop with medical anthropologist & shamanic teacher Dr. Alberto Villoldo and shamanic teacher Marcela Lobos, you'll transform your deepest shadows into unexpected sources of healing and power – awakening gifts that serve both your evolution and others' transformation.

What you’ll gain

Through ancient wisdom practices, guided visualization, and transformational experiences, Alberto, Marcela, and the MEA team will guide you to:

  • Access Inner Wisdom - Learn practical tools to maintain strong boundaries, release draining patterns, and stay grounded while embracing your full potential
  • Transform Challenges into Strengths - Turn life's hardest moments into sources of unexpected power through time-tested practices that shift old patterns
  • Release Inherited Patterns - Identify and clear family patterns that unconsciously shape your choices, freeing you to write a new story for your life
  • Deepen Your Perception - Develop a profound understanding of yourself and others, becoming more skillful at navigating relationships and life transitions
  • Create Your Future - Move from reacting to consciously creating, using proven practices to bring your most meaningful visions into reality
  • Guide Others Through Change - Gain practical tools to support others through their transformations when conventional approaches aren't enough

You'll leave with proven practices for ongoing growth and the ability to create positive change in your life and others'.

Meet your faculty

Dr. Alberto Villoldo

Medical Anthropologist | Shamanic Teacher | Energy Medicine Pioneer | Bestselling Author

Alberto bridges ancient wisdom with modern science. After years in academic research as a medical anthropologist and cognitive psychology professor, he left his prestigious career to apprentice with indigenous healers in the Amazon and Andes.

➥ Scientific Pioneer: Directed the Biological Self-Regulation Lab at San Francisco State University, studying mind-body medicine and energy healing.

➥ Indigenous Scholar: Spent 25+ years apprenticing with master shamanic healers throughout the Americas.

➥ Educational Innovator: Founded the Four Winds Society and Light Body School, training over 10,000 energy medicine practitioners.

➥ Bestselling Author: Published 16 acclaimed books including Shaman, Healer, Sage and One Spirit Medicine, translated into 14 languages.

In this workshop, Alberto guides you to access your innate healing potential through ancient wisdom practices.

Marcela Lobos

Author of Awakening Your Inner Shaman, The Sacred Andean Codes, and Co-Author of The Mystical Shaman Oracle Deck
Shamanic Teacher | Wisdom Keeper | Women's Mentor

Marcela's journey began at age 20 with a profound awakening through shamanic wisdom. Her early struggles with motherhood led her to study with healers of her native Chile, where she was initiated by Andean and Amazonian medicine keepers. As a shamanic teacher, author, and guide, she now shares these transformative teachings worldwide.

Indigenous Wisdom Keeper – Initiated by Andean and Amazonian healers, integrating sacred teachings with Buddhist and tantric practices.
Educational Pioneer – Co-founded Los Cuatro Caminos, bringing shamanic wisdom to Spanish-speaking communities.
Sacred Space Creator – Founded Los Lobos Sanctuary, a transformational retreat center.

➥ Women's Guide – Develops powerful rites of passage and healing ceremonies for women's empowerment.

In this workshop, Alberto & Marcela will guide you to transform your challenges into profound wisdom through ancient practices.

This workshop is for you if...

You're ready to face your shadows and transform what you've been avoiding into unexpected sources of power

You're standing at a crossroads and need ancient wisdom made practical to guide your next chapter

You sense there's deeper healing possible but haven't found it through conventional approaches alone

You feel called to be a source of healing for others but know you must first navigate your own transformation

You're tired of old patterns repeating and ready to release ancestral stories that no longer serve you

You're prepared to step into your power alongside others committed to profound personal and collective healing

Meet your MEA facilitators

Our trailblazing guides share hidden wonders across our 2,600-acre sanctuary, leading you from sunrise mountain hikes to secret Sangre de Cristo overlooks for unforgettable moments.

Jeff Hamaoui

Co-Founder

MEA co-founder and poetic Chief Education Officer Jeff Hamaoui is a gentle and empathic facilitator, business innovation veteran, and community builder who’s taught sustainability courses at Wharton, Berkeley, and Stanford.

Mary Hofstedt

Content Facilitator

Mary Hofstedt is an experienced non profit leader and educator who strives to advance a more hopeful, caring, and connected world. Her passion for youth and community development led her to work with Challenge Success, spearhead a coalition of youth and adult partners to develop a community arts center, and serve for over a decade within Stanford University’s John W. Gardner Center. She recently wrapped up a mid-career break to reflect on purpose, study Spanish, travel, and volunteer with whale shark research and conservation. She serves as a Senior Associate with Heartwise Learning and is thrilled to be based back in Santa Fe after a 22 year stint in the Bay Area!

Darby Rose

Experience Facilitator

Darby Rose is a multidisciplinary artist, arts administrator, cook, actor and animal lover, currently living in Santa Fe, NM. Born into a family of travelers in Austin, TX, she’s lived more places than she can count — all over Texas, Boston, Jackson WY, Baltimore and Los Angeles, to name a few; and outside the US in Peru and Italy. After a long stint in Marfa, TX, the vast, mountainous horizons and monsoons of New Mexico captured her. This travelers life has built in Darby a deep curiosity and compassion for others, and a gratitude for the beautiful complexities of the human condition, with its myriad expressions of love, humor, struggle and strength.

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Do this powerful work on our beautiful regenerative ranch in Santa Fe

Santa Fe, USA

Rising Circle Ranch

An upscale regenerative ranch featuring traditional Pueblo architecture and spanning nearly 2,600 acres of wildlife, hiking trails in the arroyo, with ancient petroglyphs, and awe-inspiring beauty. Close to historic Santa Fe, an artisan’s mecca.

  • Big-sky desert country
  • Breathtaking nature
  • Interaction with horses and donkeys
  • Evenings around the campfire
  • Star-gazing

Join shamanic teacher Dr. Alberto Villoldo to discover the transformative power of ancient wisdom made practical. Your deepest shadows aren't barriers to overcome – they're gateways to your most authentic power.

People come for the workshops,
but they stay for the community

This is truly MEA’s “secret sauce” and something you can only experience in person: the powerful connections you will make, not only with your fellow participants and the incredible MEA faculty, but also the deeper sense of connection you will feel to your own inner self and the natural world around you.

Research into aging shows that your relationships play a HUGE role in your health and wellbeing later in life. At MEA, you will make deep and lasting connections and become part of a larger community that will make your life richer and more meaningful.

Many of our alumni cohorts have stayed in close touch for years after their workshop and we have a growing number of local alumni chapters all over the world. It’s a joy for us to see them continuing to offer each other community, friendship, and support as they create thriving midlives for themselves. So if you have been feeling at all disconnected or isolated on your journey, we would love to have you join us!

Have we mentioned the food?

The MEA experience is designed in part by Chip Conley, a world-renowned boutique hotelier, which means the food is amazing.

All of the ingredients are locally sourced, organic, and made from scratch in our kitchens by hand-picked chefs. The delicious breakfasts, lunches and dinners will leave you feeling nourished inside and out – not to mention the blended drinks made with fresh fruit and other top-shelf ingredients. 


Each retreat center has multiple kitchens that always have snacks and beverages available. At MEA, we believe that thriving is delicious!

Your Workshop Includes

  • 5 days and nights of lodging at our boutique luxury retreat center in Baja or Santa Fe with all of your meals, snacks, drinks and other amenities included
  • Daily sessions and experiential activities to help you connect with your inner self, envision your desired experience, and release what no longer serves you
  • Meditation covering a range of practices to soothe your nervous system and help you cultivate greater mindfulness and presence in the moment.
  • Movement to get the energy flowing and build your strength and agility as you chart your course forward to the life you want to live.
  • Incredible bonding experiences with the most amazing humans you’ll ever meet.
  • Three delicious, chef-prepared meals plus snacks throughout the day prepared from scratch with the freshest local ingredients.
  • Festive gatherings to cultivate connection and celebrate the joy and beauty of life.

Tuition starts at $4,000

Ready to start your journey?

Shadow Healing: Make Peace with Your Past, Reclaim Your Power

Aug 4 - Aug 9, 2025 in Santa Fe, USA
Led by: Dr. Alberto Villoldo, Marcela Lobos, Jeff Hamaoui, Mary Hofstedt, Darby Rose

Step into your next chapter with confidence and ease, knowing that every detail of your experience is being taken care of by our world-class faculty and hospitality team.

Starting at

$4,000 per person

Financial aid is available. Apply Here.

Still deciding or have questions?
Connect with our helpful team of Advisors

Our Advisors are all MEA alumni who can offer genuine insights into our programs. They’re passionate about helping you finding the right fit to make your next chapter the best one.

Daniel Booz

Dana Anton

Lucas Erie